27th september.

Get the whole world to go against me.
I've fallen, But I still end up standing strong.
Ya'll never know what its like losing so many ppl u once was so close to.
Esp someone who is there for u eversince the day you're born and just leave u just like this.
I lost many friends but i regretted all my decision of not saving the friendship when i have a chance to do so.
I feel all along I do not belong in this group. all along.
I wont be getting involve with all of you, to avoid all the awkwardness and stuffs. sorry.
And I shall not comment about ur brothers and stuffs.
But for this, I saw hatred in all your guys eyes. Staring at me.
Just take it as im not trustworthy,unreasonable.etc.
Tears dont drop for the sake of dropping.
The tears i cry are bitter and warm
They flow with life but take no form.
Just take it as Im unreasonable. hate me if ya'll want.
Im SORRY, but thats just me.

- When Your Heart Turns Cold(dedicated to my friends)

When your heart turns cold
It cause your soul to freeze
It spreads throughout your spirit
like a ruthless feeling disease
The walls that once were down
now stand firm and tall
Safe from hate/love,pain/joy
Until u feel nothing at all
When your heart turn cold
a baby's cry means nothing
A dead corpse is trivial
Mothers neglecting children is daily
Loneliness become your routine friend
Death seems like tranquility
Sleeping is never pleasant
if you even sleep at all
You forget the ideals and turn off the reason
to make sure the product get sold
You don't understand how i behave
Just wait till your heart turns cold.

-Tupac Amaru Shakur